New Cover, brother

Hey kids muhahahaha!
My impression of Krusty the Clown right there, pretty good, 'ey?
So basically, I'm writing this post to let you know that I've put up a new cover on my YouTube

My voice is pretty crappy in this haha but I'm putting it up anyway.
I hope you enjoy!

Elise
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Y is for YouTube!

Hey hey hey Facebook friends who randomly read my blog!
So I uploaded another video to the lovely land of YouTube this evening and I think you should check it out!

I discuss the recently announced split of British boy band JLS as well as some other hard hitting boy band themed topics such as the hiatus trend, the depressing thought of a 1D breakup and the 20 year reign of the Backstreet Boys!

So check it out, even if you're not a fan of boy bands, maybe you'll get a kick out of seeing me all frazzled!

Thanks for reading, hot stuff ;)

Elise
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Wow

I haven't posted in a week because I literally have nothing to post about. That is how boring my life is. Stupid life. Be more exciting. Get famous already.
Wah.
The most worrying thing in my life is that I haven't yet found another job and I'm convinced my dad is going to kill me. He's probably not, but you never know. Everyone I see around me has these looks in their eyes, like they're ready to kill. I'm ready to retaliate though, no one can kill me, I'm unkillable. Ha ha ha, go me! Team Elise, for the win...

How's life, keyboard? Is it rocking? I'm sure it's not, I mean you get smashed by eight random pointy things everyday, how is that fun!? I don't think it would be fun at all.

People seem to link insanity with unemployment, but I'm not unemployed therefor I'm not insane! HAHA TAKE THAT!

Oh god, massive deje vu. WOW IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO TYPE THAT I HAD TO GOOGLE IT. #reckless.

So, anyone want me to perform at an event for them? I play guitar or piano and I'll play anything you tell me to or I'll organise my own playlist, but honestly, you want a live performer, you can have me.
Also, if you want someone to do your makeup for your deb or formal or something, I'm your man! Just send me a cheeky inbox on Facebook or text me if you have my number and I will LITERALLY POUNCE ON THAT JOB LIKE A LION ON A MOUSE.

Anyways, love ya, love me, love always, Sherlock.

I kid, it's me Elise!
SEE YAAAA
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Goodbye

I feel like I'm ready to say goodbye to this boring part of my life that I've been living for the past 3 months. But I don't know how to do it.
I want to stop doing nothing with my days but start working towards my dream, but I don't know how to start...What am I supposed to do?

I watch countless YouTube videos of the girls of Little Mix doing sound checks/backstage at concerts and nothing makes me feel more motivated to do that then watching those girls, I just don't know how I'm supposed to get there and I definitely know I don't have the talent to get to where I want to be! I feel like I'm sitting here disappointing people by not having achieved anything yet...I mean I finished school almost 6 months ago and I feel like I'm still waiting for the plate to be delivered to me on how I'm supposed to get to the stage with my guitar and a microphone and an audience who wants to see me perform.

And the longer I sit and think and wait, the more I start to convince myself that it's never going to happen for me, I'm not actually good enough to make it...I'm just going to be one of those 45 year old ladies trying out for X Factor because I failed as a kid. I don't want that at all. And I don't want to enter a career in Makeup Artistry because I failed making into my true passion either. I feel like being a makeup artist would make me happy, but I'd never be truly happy, if you know what I mean. I'd always pine for the stage, for the audience, for the music.

So I repeat, how am I supposed to make it if I can't even think of a way to start? Do I just need someone to help me?

I want YouTube to be a thing for me as well, the desire to be a successful vlogger on that website has grown over the past couple of weeks...But once again that niggling in my mind says to me that I'll never reach 100 subscribers on YouTube, let alone hundreds or thousands and that is something that dampens my happiness a little bit everyday.

I'm scared...is pretty much what I'm saying. I'm scared that I'll end up being a middle aged woman with no husband, no dreams reached and no true happiness.

So if you have any words of advice or wisdom, please inbox them to me on Facebook or Twitter or wherever you feel like. Please. Don't be too scared to if we don't talk ever, just send me words of wisdom to help me...Coz right now at 10:31 on the 10th of April, 2013, I feel lost and unsure of what to do and how to go about achieving my dreams. 

Elise
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MLIB or My Life is Boring

Sup Gangstas.
So I know I said I wanted to try and blog everyday, but as it turns out, my life is actually so boring and uneventful that there is literally no reason at all for me to blog everyday. So I'll just blog every couple of days, unless I'm still boring!

So yesterday, (Saturday) I auditioned for Big Brother. A few people sort of looked down upon me for wanting to audition, but it's something I'd thought about doing for months. It was an extremely amazing experience, though I didn't get in, the casting producer pulled me aside before I left and told me that I was really, really good, just a bit young. She also said she wanted me to come back next year, which made me really happy. Like I said, it was an awesome experience and I wish everyone else who auditioned and got through all the luck in the world, hopefully I'll see someone I recognise from the auditions on the show!

I was waiting for after the audition (to know if I was going to be on or not) before I officially applied for my makeup course. So I shall do that in the next week and in July, I'll hopefully be studying and in December will be a fully qualified makeup artist, which will be amazing!

Other than that, I've been spending a lot of time at home alone and it's getting even more depressing than usual. I keep thinking about this one thing over and over again and it's starting to absolutely piss
me off, but I can't talk to anyone about it! It's the most tedious and annoying thing evahh!! Ya Feel!?

So I shall be off now, I've got a dinner date with my old friends from a production I did nearly three years ago and I'm looking forward to seeing those charming people!

Thanks for reading!
Elise
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Work and Covers

Hey hey.
Not much has been happening for me. I worked today, which was fun as I had had a week off and I really like my work friends :) Though it was only a short shift, so I was home by the early afternoon.

I uploaded a video to YouTube yesterday as well. It was a cover, something I haven't done in a while. It's not that good but I wanted to put it up regardless, so check it out!

I made the decision to put up a post that I wrote probably a week ago now but never published simply because I was too worried about what people would say about it. But I watched this movie called "Bachelorette" this afternoon and one of the lines in it was short and sweet; "F*ck Everyone"
So I posted it just before this one. And I feel like a douchebag but...All well.

Anyway, thank you for reading! I hope you check out my cover and I hope you had a good day!

Elise
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